Showing posts with label a hint of regret. Show all posts
Showing posts with label a hint of regret. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Finding the Motivation to Explore Home

Blue skies? In Guangzhou? It's been surprisingly clear
recently, perhaps because of all the rain.
Oh, hello June! You crept up out of nowhere. How is it already June? There are a lot of exciting things I have planned for this month (not the least of which will be my family visiting at the end of this month – can't wait!), but I still don't think I was ready for it.

I've been in Guangzhou long enough that it is officially home. I breathe that welcome-home sigh of relief when I open my door, kick off my shoes and drop off my bag. And my room is recognizably mine: plenty of knickknacks lining available surfaces; bed hopelessly, forever unmade; floor covered in clothes, both clean and dirty. Feels like home to me.

But the problem with thinking of Guangzhou as home is that it's easy to forget how little I've seen of the city and how short a time I've actually been here. Weeks pass and I do little outside my typical routine – work, gym, late nights, laundry, grocery shopping. Long mornings spent in bed in front of the computer, trying to drag my butt out of the apartment to do the many things on my to-do list. Honestly, who has the time to explore the many wonders this city has to offer, when there's so much day-to-day stuff to get done (or procrastinate and ignore)?